But it wasn't really like that the whole time, there was a time in my teenage years when I listen more to my friends than her and I would ignore her advises because I thought I was big enough to make my own decisions and that maybe I need her less. I was surrounded with wrong people who I thought were my friends, I was making bad decisions that could trouble me now if not with my mom's intervention.
Of course it wasn't an easy route, mom and I had several misunderstandings but she bore it all, me not talking to her, me hating her, me thinking she was the enemy. She had to make a stand in order to save me from the trouble I was getting myself into.
Long story---- short, She saved me. And even though, I was pushing her away that time she stood still and stayed with me.
If time comes, that we will be in the same situ, (and I am dreading that day to come) always know that I as your mom will do anything and everything for you and your whole being. Maybe to the extent of being Cruella Devil to your life. But PLEASE don't hate me...
Just know that everything I am doing is out of love. I will always stand by you even if you push me away.
I love you Nak Nak!!!
I want to teach Sophia a lot of things and I'm scared I might miss out on the things I know now.
This post is for her.
For her to remember how everything was when she was still little
For her to never forget the values I want her to keep forever and most especially...
For her to know in her heart, what a GREAT LOVE I have for her.